** This is a product of my grad poetry class – writing about my father is always a bit complicated, but I suppose that is why he keeps coming up. The title is written in Pawnee – our language.
I was thinking of you today,
watching the sky
and admiring the slate blue clouds.
I saw a broad-winged shadow
and thought of your name.
Not the one on your tombstone –
the one that was branded on your soul,
the name that came from your blood.
You told me once – it meant Hawk Chief.
Bird of prey. Protector. Hunter.
You did both, I think.
But isn’t that what hawks do?
And now, in the slate blue clouds –
I think I see you.