#pasthaunts

I’ve been thinking about soul wounds

again and the people

who caused them, and it’s not fair –

they gouged me, tore a hole in my flank,

left their mark, then left.

They didn’t stick around to clean up

the mess,

patch the wound,

nurse me back to health.

Or maybe I’m the one that ran off

– stopped giving them an easy target.

Either way, I’m still changing bandages

and they’ve moved on.

How is that fair?

What’s wrong with me that I can’t

let bygones go?

Or maybe it’s not all on me

to try and band-aid

all the bullet holes?

Is it too wrong that I want them to hurt too?

Not anything bad

like death,

but maybe a punch or two.

Right in the kisser.

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