Pen in Motion

December 28th –
Happy Anniversary
to me.
The day I stopped
moving forward
and went way back –
back to the pain,
the mystery,
the never knowing
when my body would
betray me.
Back to the unsolvable problem.
365 days
of 2 steps forward,
1 step back,
and so on.
It’s a merry-go-round
from hell.
Well, almost.
Yeah, could be worse –
almost the same
as a sharp stick in the eye.
And at least that can be fixed.
I’m stuck again
and I don’t even know why.
Yay for a new year
of what? This?
As Kuzco would say,
I’m all funned out.